Friday, October 06, 2006

i finally decided to take the courage to do it,
one last time.
and here it is.
i just feel really weird
cos it just feels very different.
somehow, it looks so unfamiliar to me.

i dint dare to, for so long.
it was how long ago ever since i picked this up.
cos i was afraid it'll bring me back to where i used to be.
and realise that it doesnt matter anymore.
and youre right.


so many things are playing in my head now..


for a moment i felt like crying
its like, this doesnt suit anymore.
i felt the pain in the heart again
but yet i feel like laughing at myself.


goodbye to you my dear.
guess i wont be seeing yu so soon, or not ever again.
when i see others i'll be reminded of you
of how yu used to take me through the times &
how yu took away my loneliness.
thankyu so much..
now, go back to where you belong =]


- songs tht spoke of,
our days.